Saturday, June 12, 2010
'INDAHNYA PERSAHABATAN ANDAINYA disulami KEIKHLASAN'
"Friends never make assumptions about you. They never expect a reason to go out with you. In fact friends only expect you to be you!"
"A TRUE FRIEND IS ONE WHO LIKES YOU AS YOU ARE"
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sebenarnya byk quotes psl friendship ni..tp sumenye indah..sumenye mcm best jew..tp ade jew quotes psl frenship yg negative...em...quotes negative psl frenship ni kalo bc kdg2 btol gak..hahaha...bc jela..busan2....leh d bace time kite ase kite sorg2...xde kwn2..hahahah
"I just killed my best friend...and my worst enemy." "What's the difference?" -erm..yg nih ak no komen..
"When I needed you most when I needed a friend, you let me down now like I let you down then"- yg nih lak..ak ase x bek nk wat cmtuh...bia jela..xyah nk bls2..(bajet baik)
"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks" -yup..yg neh ak stuju la.....hahaha...ni ala2 mcm i can forgive but i can't forget..chewahhh
Friends are like roses...you have to look out for the pricks!
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emm....xtaw la nape ank nk tulis psl nih...tp ak layan jela...hahaha..
ni lirik2 yg bole la nk layan~~~
"Take my hand, and hold on tight, don't let go, don't you dare even try, there are so many roads to travel, so much still to find, and with the help of our lord, I want you to help me try and reach for the sky."
"As we go on.. We remeber... All the times, we had together... As our lives change...come whatever We will still be friends 4-Ever "-ni da biase dgr kot
"I hope you got all the answers and you've come to understand That people and things are always going to change And you can't stop them now."
"Don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not sure quite where and I don't know just when you're in my heart, so until then, smile, don't want to cry saying goodbye."
erm..sory la kwn2, kdg2 aku bkn la kwn yg terbaik..:(
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Kau tempatku mengadu hati
Pemberi segala hidup
Dunia dan seisinya milik-Mu
Mencintai-Mu sejati
Ku manusia yang penuh dosa
Berharap ampunan-Mu
Lihat di langit kesempurnaan hadir-Mu
Kau cinta pertama dalam hidup
Allahu Akbar Maha besar
Memuja-Mu begitu indah
Selalu Kau berikan semua
Kebesaran-Mu Tuhan
Kebesaran-Mu Tuhan
arini hurm..epy mothers day...dear ma:
time kasih coz slama nih jaga sy n didik sy n salu bsama sy...ma, sy xtaw kalo ma xde, ape jd pd sy..sy x ready lg nk idup tanpa ma...
igt x lg time sy sakit ms form 5 dl....kna tahan ward kt HKB, bile warden kol ma, sy da awl2 ckp kat warden tuh, jgn ckp sy neh sakit truk, jz ckp sy msk ward..tu jew..tp warden tuh degil la pulak...ade ke die ckp sy da ok ckit n "da boleh ckp"....gosh!!bole ckp???buyi mcm da truk giler tuh, ape lg, mmg laju aje la ma n abah smp...
Doc: makcik,ank makcik ni nk kna operate nih...makcik ok ke?
ma: diam
Abah: kalo operate abe risiko die?
Doc:em myb ade risiko kt peti suare la...
aku: diam..ak bkn taw pape pown...mmg ape yg doc ckp ak pon x phm....
abah: doc, bole x sy bwk balik ank sy ?
Doc: kite tgk la dl cmne die suk..kalo ok, die bole balik
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suknye, d pendekn citer..boleh balik umah..yeay..tp mmg ade sumthing lam tekak..besar...xleh nk minum, xleh nk telan makanan....
smp umah, trus ase mcm nk panas gile....suhu ntah bape...ala, kami org kmpung, xde termometer kt umah..n balik terus da badan lemah n mcm kaku....saat tuh, kaki , tgn sume sejuk..nk mkn xleh, nk minum kn pki straw...sedih tgk ma n abah x senang duduk...
dalam ati"napela aku sakit???...ak sakit ape neh???
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pade mlmnye....ak mule panas, xle tdo...berpluh2..ms tuh da xtaw ape dah, asyik panggil ma..tlg letak air kt kpala....ltk towel basah, kjap ke pns n kering..pergh....pastu, da x bole baring dgn snang, nk kna gerak sbb...so, d setiap sudut umah ak pegi n baring, b time tuh, ma ikot je..ak baring kt situ, die pon sama,,,brg sana pon die ikot.....tp time tuh, seyes, xtaw nape..mmg da xleh pk....bnda tuh smpi la pg esuk..so sume org pon x tdo...
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pg suk, tibe2, ase hangat kat tgn....ms tuh....ak tercelik...n pndang kiri kanan..upenye, yg hangat tuh ialah air mata ma...nenitk kt ktgn..ak cpt2 pjam mate...xnk ma nmpk yg aku pon mnagis same.....mase tuh, sebak n sgt sedey...nape aku da susahkn ati ma....
pastu, ak dgr ma bkk pintu kua jap...then, abah masuk...die pgg tgn aku..n terdengar abah ckp....
"nie...bgnla...makan....em, sian nie..abah xtaw nak buat ape...smbil hangat lagi aku ase kat tgn...kali nih, abah pula yg menagis.....Ya Allah....
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jam 8 pg, sedara mara da dtg nk melawat n nk bawak lak ke hospital....tp d sbbkn kadaan aku yg mcm nazak...sume org mcm hold dl, time tuh ak dgr, ma n bah duk kol abg n kakak n sume, suh balik kg....wlopun ak da xle nk bg respons time diorg ckp, tp ak still taw ape yg blaku kt dlm umah, still bole dgr......yg ak peliknye ak sakit ape???pastu, abah n sdara mara pggil org masjid dtg, bc ayat2 suci Al-quran.....ms tuh, peh, sume org igt ak da mcm xde harapan lg...tp hati ak kuat ckp yg ak nih xde pape...so ak kuatkn smgt....demi ma n bah..
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n x lm kmudian, ade seorg ustaz, knalan abah dtg....die ade bg air bacaan ayat suci Al-Quran...di suh minum...MAHA SUCI ALLAH....lps mnum air tuh, yg dititik kemulut oleh abah...ak terbatuk..n termuntah...mmg terkejut, kuar darah n ........!!!!
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dipendekkn cite....evrythg ok lps tuh..bdn da x panas..da bole ckp..n da bole bg respons.....tp mmg kna pntang..tp saat ak sakit n berpantang, ma n abah sgt x jemu jg aku....terharu..sedey...
emmm...penat lak nk smbg citew nih...so, ape yg cube disampaikn d sini
sy sayang ma n abah....jasa kalian mmg x terbalas....n sy harap 1 hari nnt, sy bole jg kalian...n harap berpeluang utk berbakti n menjadi ank yg baek.....thanks ...coz sabar dgn karenah sy....